Can I do it?

There are so many great people in the world, and because of that, I fell into lethargy. What can I do now? What exactly do I want before that?
Having said that I would study English, I am borrowing the power of a translator in the frustration of not being able to write down my thoughts on my own.
Even now, after becoming a designer for a large company that I so longed for, I do not have confidence and confidence in myself. I just thought I was lucky.
I want to be a prepared person, but I only make excuses that I don’t have time, and it’s frustrating because the things I’m doing small every day don’t lead to visible results.
Frustration also serves as an excuse for pouring out new complaints and dissatisfaction.
To get rid of the frustration, I start to fill in small goals one by one. It’s unclear whether the results will be meaningful or not, but there’s nothing I can do about it.